[As the wind blows, I hear it whisper the cry you scream]

-I am grounded for 2 weeks...later

[Day Break]

Hold out your hand
Let me take you away
Let the sun rise in the early morning
Fight off your emotions my dear
Let us fly away from misery

I breathe in the toxic air
Trying to play my tune
Everything breaking within the morning

Letting go of you
Is the worst thing I could do
Traveling alone is nothing to me
But hurting you is my bother
Let the day break the trouble inside you

If you understood my heart
The conscious memories you'd see
The music you hear with the wind
The crying that I screamed when you weren't around

The light being cold and never showing
The nightmares acting upon a neverending story

Letting go of you
Is what I don't want to do
Promising that my heart is souly yours
Everyone is gone, the streets are dead
Let the day break the memories that hurt you

The nightmares acting upon a neverending story
Love is true but you haven't see it's life
Darling we can be forever
Let the day break the hurt that bottle inside

If you hurt inside
Then never let go
If your dreams are black
Then let the crimson dream die
If you never want to feel the pain again
Let the day break the sorrow and the pain you hold inside

Let the day break the endless running
Holding to the clouds and soar in the sky
Let the day break the emptiness you hold deep within
Let love over-taken and override your heart

[I don't count weekends]

I have become a restless sleeper..*yawns* I am up before everyone and I went to bed later than everyone. Oh well...My boyfriend's screen name was hacked into. His mother is going to change his password. Sal said to block that screen name until the password is changed so if anyone on AIM/AOL has Sal's screen name, block it until he says unblock it. This is the easiest way I can get the message out. I have to tell other people like his best friend Jesse.

At points I don't know who I am..Sometimes I feel pointless and unworthy of anyone. Yeah...I also apologize a lot because I feel it is needed...Well, all these things plus some others are really bad for my health and are bad for others too if you feel this way. I will update later. Maybe I'll take some quizzes.

-Kee

Travel alone I do
Breaking down in pain
Everyone is running
Save...Save our world

Everything is breaking
Nothing is prevailing
Safely we hide away
Crying in the sober pain

I ache in the rainy weather now
We used to smile once
Now we bleed in vain

Everyone on an endless run
The run that never stops
The violin is strung
To record the sad screams we play

Save our world
Save us please
No forgiveness will be taken
Help us lie
Help us breathe
Help us run away from ourselves